Saturday, November 17, 2012

Winter Time Weeding

So how do you decide whats a keeper, and what's not? I stopped and asked myself that over two weeks ago, not just about the clutter I am so famous for accumulating, but the things in life that keep you busy, but really don't get you anywhere.

Well, here I am two weeks later and although I have been very successful in organizing and purging the house as I get ready for the holidays, I have also realized I have one two many irons in the fire. What happened to my adopted motto of "find that one thing, and be the BEST at it"? It's almost as if I am allergic to "life balance"... Not really, but it does make me giggle a bit.

I have never been one to worry about taking a risk, said with a slight wince. Sometimes it has worked out, others not so much. But it's not the risk of making the wrong choices of what to keep, or what to let go of in life that scares me. It's the fear of things completely changing after I make said choices. Odd I know. After all, I know that I am destined to be a millionaire one day soon, but that doesn't mean it has to change ME. MAYBE, I fear the choices I have to make not for fear of the risk of the choice, but for fear of the choice changing ME.

Wow, this should of have been a "Dear Diary" entry, lol. And for the record, I am only drinking a warm glass of milk to help me fall asleep :)

So my task tomorrow is to pair down all my "activities" that I have so skillfully collected, all the while I am still and will remain a full time Realtor and decide what's a keeper, and what's not.

I am going to Be Bold, Take Risks, Embrace Fear, Welcome Change.... Or it's just not living.



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